Here!!!

Konnichiwa! Wow so much has gone on. My family reunion is almost here and i havent lost weight so i look better in my skirt. i look fat. Am i the only one who has noticed that women are obsessed with their looks? Its too bad. i'm not fixed on the way i look because i'm big and proud but i want to make a good impression on the family members i've never seen before. Today is my grandmother's b-day and we are having a surprise birthday party and i am beat. i've been up cleaning because everyone is coming over too my house for this because my mom came up with the idea too have a party. No one would let me cook, and i'm great because i watch the Food Network and i've practiced. I just want to make on stupid cake and then i'll be happy.

Earlier this week i messed up and spent $32.00 of my moms money on coffee and i had to lie and say that it wasnt me so i wouldnt get in trouble but i think she knows. This isnt the first time this has happend. Once before someone used name and e-mail too order something. The address wasnt the same but they used my name.

Why do some people act all big when they get a job? An ex-friend of mine saw me in a store and didnt speak to me. Earlier this week my mom asked her if she was my friend and she said no. I applied for that job a while ago and the only way she got it is because her mom works there too and i think she is the one who threw away my application. Summer is almost over and i'm still broke and jobless. no one wants to hier me.